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For a moment, they thought that things would be left at that. The door was often left unlocked, after all. It appeared that only one book had been stolen, or simply borrowed by a fervent but dreamy pilgrim, and not returned. No additional security measures were taken. But when Buntz entered the library one day in November, just a Gould-city-MI adult matchmaker months later, the remaining incunabula were gone.
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Later, Gosse went to the national library in Strasbourg to read about what he had appropriated. He found the library door open. One golden plate affixed to a lower bookcase simply read: Gosse, who declined to be interviewed for this story, described the thefts to the investigators with a wealth of details, but the interrogation records fail to mention how he felt perpetrating them.
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Hundreds of books were missing.
The door and the windows showed no signs of forced entry. Some mysterious force had found a way into the very heart of the holy site.
Unless it was an inside job. One of the two priests, perhaps? One of the 10 nuns? One of the employees? Could it possibly have been the work of Donius, the new director? After all, not everyone had welcomed him with Looling arms. Everyone was a suspect. Access to the library had already been restricted to a handful of people.
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